PMGK'13

Hhhmmm…actually at first, it’s really a burden for me to decide whether to stay at home helping my parent or joining other team in PMGK ’13… Nevertheless, I’m already decide to be in PMGK’13 team!

Alhamdulillah, as all thanks to Him, for giving me the chance to be in PMGK’13 team.

(It’s quite late to share in the blog, but what do I care…it’s my right. Despite of that, I’m really busy lately no time to update…)

K.Hawa fetched me up at KTM UKM. After that I’m being left back at Perhentian Bas Kajang together with K.Afifah+Little Sis Yus+Little Bro Olan…They need to bring another Little Bro first in the car, so that the car later on won’t be crowded too much. I’m already getting used to plan changed last minute.

That night, I’m entering the meeting for the Facilitator quite late as I accompany someone to do her work in the Cybercafe. Honestly said, UKM CC is quite organize. Love to see things so organize not messed up (^_^)

My name is mine. But people do mistakenly call me my sister’s name. Looks alike is really a problem but sometimes it's an advantage to me.. That night we really make a simulation of the module for the ice breaking…Actually I love this module a lot, as I once play it together with my K19nK22 unite in quite a chaos as there’s not enough thread, so we need to tie the thread with another thread and produce a huGe SpiDeR-WeB….

As for tomorrow… I didn’t apply the Spider-Web for Ice Breaking with my little bro and sis. It’s not fun to play with a few people. So I just use a normal method.

Even we have the guideline, it doesn’t mean we need to follow it 100%. Look into the situation whether it’ll be applicable or not.

At first, everyone are really awkward, Alhamdulillah they do have the ability to create a good communication. No need to tell, but they already understand the surrounding they be.

I know a lot of people outside there really love to be a facilitator as they can be the one that control everything. The junior will respect them. They can help them. They can guide them.

To me be a facilitator, is a burden. I need to help them to realize about this world work. It’ll not be the same as what they imagine to be. They need to be realistic too while they be a idealistic. I need to make them know how to think and know how to stand up all by themselves. Believe in themselves is the most important things than believe in me. Be independent. As in this life, there will be a time you’re going to stand alone. I hope that my junior will not fall down whenever they be left out alone by themselves. As Allah SWT is always there for us!

I’m different. The way I do my work is based on what I observe. I know who’s better in the field work of facilitator among who I knows. As not everyone can be a facilitator.

In group, as a Faci I can’t be the one that talk a lot. If I depend on the module, honestly I’ll be the one that speaks a lot. As I’ll be the one that ask them to do and ask them what they got and force them to give an idea of what the games we play. As I make myself restricted by follow 100% the module, it’ll turn me up to be in anxious. I rather be restricted with the time, I’m getting used to it.

Follow-up with the junior will be hard for me as I’m busy with other things which are unexplainable. InshaAllah if I have times I’ll update with you guys my junior! I do met with my little bro tgbians junior, okay I know my little bro is infamous with excel academic…*I’m not jealous, but I do happy for him as he capable to make my parent happy and proud for him. As long as my parent capable to smile, I’ll be able to smile in this world.

I just want to train you guys to be an extraordinary people. I really want to make it. If only if I have the chance to make it, Allahu’alam.

In life we just can’t give up. Have hope to Allah SWT, who will never left us alone. He’s always there for us.

Smile always with sincerity because of Him. As Rasulullah SAW, was the only man who had a huge burden in life just for Islam and Rasulullah SAW still capable to give a smile to his ummah.

Green is my family fav color!