Pre-Departure Training

Hhmm.. I just went to this training because to enjoy my life going out after the whole weekdays stayed at home facing the same house-chores over and over again.
A lot of worthy things I gain ;)

Oh ya, first and foremost, I didn't join the team for on the D-Day because I'm not qualified. But, it's okay because I know my condition still not fully good. 

My weekend not wasted anyway by joining them because the content of the slot it's really interesting. Able to meet up with Kak Rara, Kak Aki, Kak Wan and Maryam, Kak Balqis and her prince-s, and others too.

Turki, what my interest is the Risale An Nur by Badiuzzaman Said Nursi. I remembered the first time I get free book of Risale An Nur the small one from Bro.Fadzril Saleh. He gave it out to us(yang menghadiri usrah di PA-UIA-PJ, sewaktu itu beliau pengisi usrah kami) for free. 

It takes a lot of time to read it as my intellectual level at that time not reach that book content level yet. Still, I didn't give up in reading it. Later on, after the years passby, I only prefer book of Risale An Nur in English rather in Malay. Because I'm used to English wording rather than Malay. Don't misunderstood me, I still a Malay, and I love Malay language. 

Back to my discussion about Risale An Nur, the things that gain my interest is the part of "Ikhlas itu meletakkan suatu sandaran pada satu titik." It's hard to elaborate it in words because you can only understand it when you already experience the total downfall of yourself, and starts to stand-up with the presence of Him with you.

I once met the Late Ahmad Ammar during the time of Islamic Resurgence organized by ABIM at Convention Centre Shah Alam if I'm not mistaken. Then, I able to see the practicals of Risale An Nur content in our daily life in him. He helps without complain by just help it till my teams part didn't need any help anymore. (Sejuk perut ibu yang mengandung). One more things really significants about him is the silent.

The part that really quite freaked me out is where we need to debate as to support our agreement no matter how bad or wrong it is. I don't have any idea what to talk about when I am already know the point that I'm going to come out with is not acceptable. Then, the part of me being called out by Kak Aki to give out my Point of View on what the debates is all about. Of course, I will give POV that was different than others which not all able to comprehend with it. Like I care~~

Oh ya, I don't like suprise even to the part of play a prank on others. I saw it they did it onto one of the members, pity her. Even me end up believe onto those prank, like, it's real man. At the end of it, it just a suprise to wish her a birthday. From sociologist POV, some people may look at celebrating a birthday of others is important. Me too, but in the case of me, personally, I only love to celebrate it with my beloved family and close friends of mine. I'm okay if people forgetting my birthday, but I am not okay if people didn't respect me as a human.

I love PKPIM-ABIM-WADAH. To love, doesn't mean we need to own it, sometimes it's about letting it go. 

I'm quite bold enough to speak out my concern. 

Don't jealous upon me who can write and speak in English. My grammar in writing also there's some error also if you guys are diligent enough to go through my writing line by line..hehe..

I also once a beginner in this whole world of Public Speaking and Writing.

Along of the time, I improve it with determination to be great.

Never stop dreaming and walk for it. 

Take your time to plan it and step by step climb up towards the dream.

Develop a wisdom within your heart and your action and even sayings.

The success is always belong to those who give-out an effort to achieve it.

Never lose hope in Him, Allah The Almighty. 

**Oh ya.. I didn't remember the date of this programme. All due to me, who end-up updating my blog quite late..ayoyo~