3 Boys and a King

The King (No 2, from left)

There's total 6 boys in my family. Another 3 not there in the picture as they aren't part of the trip.
The queen was there too, but for now I will not include her because the queen shall have her own space for her only, that I will love to write about.
Doesn't mean my king is being neglect. To talk about the king, I don't wish to talk much. Because he is my king whom I love dearly.

The boys, I love them too. Always pray for their well-being.

Pre-Departure Training

Hhmm.. I just went to this training because to enjoy my life going out after the whole weekdays stayed at home facing the same house-chores over and over again.
A lot of worthy things I gain ;)

Permusafiran yang tidak dirancang

Actually I'm already planning to attend other event by the weekend. But, here I am with them. Someone who's got nothing to do with their plan.
Bella's condition really makes me worried a lot. I know her well because being in Ppins and Pkpim really make us learn a lot about each other.

Pepigom with Athirah and Geng Usrah Pepias UIAM-G

Belajar - Dakwah
Kedua-duanya bergerak seiring. Must know how to be moderate in involving ourselves in this both.
Belajar itu penting kerana ia berkenaan isu ilmu. Ilmu itu menurut SMN Al-Attas, ilmu itu bermaksud kehadiran makna pada diri dan kehadiran diri pada makna.

Allah SWT mengangkat darjat mereka yang menuntut ilmu.

Perlu untuk jaga 5 hak untuk menjaga hak kita sendiri:
1) Allah SWT - Solat mencegah kemungkaran. Perkara pertama yang akan ditanya di akhirat adalah solat itu sendiri. Bersungguh-sungguh menjaganya.
2) Al-Quran - Apa guna Allah SWT bagi kita dalam usaha-jerih Rasul. Malaikat Jibril a.s ada menekankan tentang 'Iqra.
3) Rasulullah SAW - Perjuangan dakwah kita sunnah Rasulullah.
4) Keluarga
5) Saudara

Ilmu ini sifatnya 'Cahaya''. Yang menerangkan diri dalam kegelapan. Apabila hati kita gelap, sukar untuk ilmu masuk.
--- Tingkatan Iman kita di tahap mana?
Ilmu yang kita belajar seharusnya meningkatkan keimanan kita bukan menjadikan tahap keimanan kita pada tahap sama.

Belajar serta berusaha untuk menyucikan diri kita.

Kita perlu semak semula keadaan hati kita, dalam usaha menyucikan hati. Perlu untuk kita manfaatkan masa kita untuk perkara kebaikan.

Saling mendoakan untuk orang lain jua.

Belajar merupakan amanah kita. Perit jerih ibu bapa kita berusaha menghantar kita untuk belajar.
Jikalau kita tidak jaga amanah itu dengan betul, ia akan memberi impak pada masa akan datang.

Tujuan utama kita hidup?

Apa yang kita buat niat kerana Allah SWT.

Pastikan apa yang kita belajar memberi manfaat pada diri dan masyarakat.

Al-Fatihah ini ada kelebihannya tersendiri.

Kita belajar ini untuk mencapai Rahmatan Lil Alamin.

The fallen self

I've been fallen always.
He will always be there to hold onto me, so, I won't fallen deeper in the pit of darkness.

Aim High as High as Possible !!!

Mineract of Mosque

Yup, I will aim high as high as possible.
I miss this part of me. Someone who will do anything to achieve for her long-term objective. Last time I am like this when still at primary school.

Me and books

I can read any book. Different genre for different mood or time. Throughout the time passby, my interest in book changes. From fiction to non-fiction.

During my secondary school, I getting use with what my mom and father reading material.
For my mom, she read Alaf 21 novels and magazines (ie; Harmoni, Wanita, Keluarga).
For my father, he read his work related book which quite boring to me at first( land law).

During that time, newsaper is a must to buy.

I like to have NST every monday because there's an update about IT gadgets.

I remembered my grandmother want to make me able to speak well with right pronounciation in Malay. End up she asked me to read Utusan newspaper loudly infront of her. She also insists me to write big and clear letter. As she believes that, whoever write big and clear letter of handwriting will be a successful person.

I believe in her, though I damn lazy enough to write things.

If people ask me what I'm good at, it will be writing and reading. Especially in English.

I struggle since small to make it a worthwhile effort today.

Other than that, it is due to I can't let my mom down who is an English teacher.
She may not teach me a lot due to busy teaching others that need her help.

Alhamdulillah, I have met with the best English teacher throughout my learning.

But, I still not an expert. I understand what I read. The lacking is that, it'll takes a lot of time for me to get use with any bombastic word to be include in my writing. If you didn't know how to use it, though you know the meaning, still it will not guarantee that the sentences being write will be a match.

Back to my topic.

My love with books slowly decrease when I being appointed to be a part of school prefect when I'm in Form 4. Busy with my task. Though before, I always fill my free time to read and fill up my Nilam book. I  able to gain Silver as there one Nilam book of mine is lost.

Then, when I enter IIUM, slowly I back to my old hobby and interest.

I can read any books, but the only thing I will like to avoid is anything to do with AddMath. MathMode I can still tolerate.

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The advantage I had is able to understand well.
What I dislike is being the center of attention. My friend did look high upon me.
Thats why I prefer to be an average student because I can't cope with my friend whom I care or concern to be feel upset by stating that they're not capable as me.

I know, no matter how much I explain. Not all will able to understand.

I did experience to be in class where people who not having good grade in academic. Due to my absent(sick) in final exam of Form 1. I end up in 2 Dinamik class of Form 2.

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No matter what, I love books to the point that, if I want, I'm willingly to spend money on it.
Mostly I will invest in research books, non fiction and anything that valuable to me.

I love book to the point I will give the best book to someone that I believe will appreciate it well.

One more thing, I am not the type to only focus in reading one book at one time. It will make me feel bored. So, I will read multiple book at one time as I don't want to lose the interest and to make my mind active.