Sunday, March 5, 2017

HUKM~ Story

Alhamdulillah I met many great and kind-hearted people. Passionate people with their career.
I never thought that I will meet again with former AP Dr.Amin. Although by this time round, he isn't the one will take my case. My sister agree with me, he is indeed had a fatherly vibe. How can I say, the vibe he had, really breakthrough my heart. It just felt like I am his daughter..huhu... In addition, there's a lot of story I heard about him, a good story one.
About AP Dr.Yazid, his great. He really great in making rapport with the patient. But, I really can't respond well with his jokes because me, myself not used to jokes.




The things that I experience till today, actually quite funny plus it shows how clumsy I am this time around. I never ever wish to gain people attention. I dislike to be the center of attention. I wish I can wear a mask, to cover my face as I don't want people to look at my uncomfortable reaction.

The nurses I met really kind. I didn't want to trouble them by the time I was bedridden for few days due to the epidural painkiller is given to me. I rather stay quiet. The HO did asked me whether my appetite of eating is okay or not, all due to my BP is low. To be honest, my BP is always low, it is hard to see my BP in a normal range.. Actually that time, I was quite discomfort with the condition I been through. I want to move around out of the bed, but I can't.

There's one nurse, Kak Syaza. She make me feeling guilty with her kindness, though I know it is part of their job, which by choice. She feed me up when I can't sit due to just settle with my Op. I just ate little.

In the OT room, honestly, it was damn cold. I was shivering. Thanks there's a warmer that being put near me, or else I be freeze like an ice(hyperbola). I can't sleep in the OT although the anesthetic already gave me sleep medication through IV. The only things I wish that time is to see the operation..haha.. Although I know by ethics, the patient isn't allow to see it. Same goes to the medical report. I hate it a lot.


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(Ditulis oleh Sayyid Qutb sebelum menemui SYAHID)