Hospital and me

Sometimes it's easy to describe and sometimes may not...hihi...

Alhamdulillah with the help of my bestie, Zaleha, I received student's GL pass by Athirah to me. Athirah came visits me on my discharged day. Those who visits me are my closed friends. Although I wish to ask for Anna to come, but I didn't as I know they have Layla who still a children plus Anna is pregnant. Thanks to Sue and Wawa who came to visits me. Still my great appreciation goes to my family who supports me well to go through. Honestly, my trauma nearly came back, Alhamdulillah everything went smoothly without any worst came upon. I am totally safe.

The things that makes me happy the most was when I met a doctor who capable to insert brannula smoothly and can last till the next day after the discharged of OT..huhu.. Respect you doctor!

I did asked one of the nurse how long the doctor start his posting..she didn't answer my question. If me asking that sorts of question, please don't misunderstood me. I didn't have any interest in personal relationship instead I interested in the skills of the doctor. I gain my interest in people potential and how far they will succeed in the future. 

The things I enjoyed the most are the moment with 'akak-akak' nurse...hehe... They're so cool and kind. Although there's some who quite firm but that's a way they show their concern upon the patients. Being a nurse quite challenging as they didn't have enough time for their personal matter. Mostly spent for others. That's why I won't trouble them as much as I can by doing things all by myself without their help. 

There's some moments the feelings of empathy are there. Of cuz, by staying with the sicks people all around you. 

I envy the daughters of one of the patients, they took care of their mother diligently without complaint and hoping their mother can heal. 

I pity one of the aunt who only had a son. At the ward, a male isn't allowed to take care of the family members as it is a female only ward..huhu... She live at Kuantan, and her son didn't have any place to stay..I can only looking at them helplessly..

The things that makes me nervous the most... when Prof is there...haha... I know he really concerned with his patients. The only an issue is me, as I am not used with people being concerned with my condition. I used to keep everything inside. From the start I met him, I learned to remember and tell every single things. Before, whenever I experienced a pain, I can forget it after I bare the pain as no one else gonna take note about it as it wasn't an important issue to them.

Prof is just like a father to me but different style from Prof A. (Sorry for comparing..hehe...Still both are great). Anyway, I do appreciate Prof as he do take note on the patients point of view. 

When Sue and Wawa came, there's a lot of things being talked. I wish the time will stop just for us..hehe... Athirah can't stay for long as she busy to go to other places. 

The moment I can't forget when the HO doctor came to ask whether I done my X-Ray or not..  Both of us stunned for awhile..As at that time my aunt lie on the bed as she already felt dizzy. Because of the sudden shocked, after done answering, the doctor just went away. My aunt got off from the bed sue to the embarrassment...haha... Sorry doctor not abide by the rules..nnggeee...

My mom went first then followed by my aunt to settle down my discharged.